Stating the Obvious

I've been meaning to work on this illustration but I  just dont seem to be able to gather sufficient energy to do  it. I have only manage to grasp five minutes a day to do it, and only when I know I have to leave immediately to go somewhere. I have managed to finish with the damn project and have cleared the jury, but I don't have the necessary enthusiasm to shout about it.  It just doesnt seem to matter.  And the disinterest that I feel about it is translating into my complete forgetfulness about going to college  to collect my certificate or to talk to them about it. Do. Not. Have. The. Energy. And so  this cycle goes on. I feel physically unwell.
 All I can think about is that I want to go home. Calcutta. Not that  I am confident that I'll be happy  there. But still. I want to be there right now. I  want to have no thoughts at  all.